Love your face girl

  Most girls I know are really into makeup. It just became a routine for them that they must do. 

       I don't see why makeup is such a beloved thing among us women. Its pretty much just layers upon layers of random cosmetics on your face. Now i know its not all that bad. I just don't see any use of wasting my time to put stuff to make my face feel super awkward. In the hour you take to put on makeup you can use it to actually do something. Everyone beautiful...just walk out and own it. That's just my opinion. I know that makeup gives some people the confidence to walk out and take on the world. For me its just a super weird mask on my face. I'm kinda glad I grew up with 3 older brothers than 3 older sisters. Wow...imagine that household (in a joking sense duh). There be makeup everywhere and little fights about how Kate used Suzy's foundation and all that bull. I grew up where you wrestle everyday, work out favors so you can play on the Nintendo 64, and to not care about looks. 

       Its just like me to come out as that girl that doesn't use/like makeup. For some reason my mom was really, REALLY looking forward for me to wear make up. Like how she filled my stocking one Christmas with make up and everyone else around me got candy and gift cards. Yeah and I was only 13...(and you bet i faked my happiness). I kinda somewhat sadden my mom for not liking makeup. In her mind she thought we be all girly together and laugh in front of the mirror and talk about girly stuff and do each other makeup. She basically me wanted to follow in her footsteps of being a lady. But she was horribly wrong about me. Sorry mom. I guess what i'm ranting about is make up is to hyped to us women and many take makeup way to seriously. Just loosen up and have your nice face not be covered up all the time. That sounds creepy, but I think you get my drift. 

 You're already fabulous

My name is a lie (a small rant)

gab·by

ˈɡabē/

adjective

informal

1. excessively or annoyingly talkative.

    Like really....

(<---Monty python anyone?)

        True I talk a lot here..wait no that's a huge lie. Its more like I talk a lot when I type but when it come to real human communication I am the worst. I don't know why. Between friends i talk and act normal. Yet once it comes to talking and presenting something I turn into a lifeless human being. I wish I wasn't like that but I am. I tried everything in the book to get over it but i can't get rid of my awkwardness. I either freeze up and just stare back at the confuse looking crowd or talk really fast and make no eye contact. You want to know my own personal hell? Presenting in advance Spanish class. Yeah i went through that hell and i don't know how i survived. I slowly realized if I have at least one friend in the room I can somewhat talk sentences that make scene. But alone with a bunch of strangers.......Fuck no. Also I don't like engaging in conversation. If you don't talk to me i don't talk to you. That was basically me all through high school. Kinda sad saying that out loud but its true. So I am the complete opposite to what my name means. Yep....this is what I get for looking up my own name.

Hi there random person

   

         

        I don't know how you got here. Heck i don't even know how i got here..I was bored on a

Tuesday and was like "Why not start a Blog?". So...here we are. I don't know how this is going to turn out or if I ever come back to this. I doubt anybody will look at this...yet...there is you. You, yes you, somehow found this place at the far ends of the Internet A.K.A page 300,000,000,000 of Google search. Welcome i guess. Here is where I'm going to post very random thoughts and words that hopefully make sense. I'll warn you now my grammar may not be the greatest thing you ever read. I always hop back on tenses and matters like that so...do forgive me. Well i'm already bored...and if i'm bored of this intro you must be incredibly sick of reading this boring intro. I swear i will get better. Enjoy your stay here random person 

                                                

                 Lets kick this off shall we?
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